You Have To Make Changes

And I am trying to make a lot of them. I think a huge problem is that we get to used to the way things are and we don't allow other things to happen. Maybe we shut out stuff that is meant to happen. I know that I do this. I hate burning bridges and I never wish hard feelings amongst or between anybody but sometimes you have to have a stopping place. I couldn't stand the way one friend would talk to me...almost as if we were in a relationship...a controlled one at that. It went on a bit to long. I have been hanging out with one of my old co workers a lot and she is fun and random and we actually do stuff that is fun...I am also talking to a lot more people. I used to find a select group of people then put up a lame wall and never let anyone else in. I want to start doing different and new things. I want to change some things about my life and lifestyle. Today was a great day my sister Jennie came over with the husband and kids and we swam in the pool for a couple hours and got some sunlight...man let me tell you...I'm so used to covering up and fake tanning that real sun made my skin feel funny...haha...then I joined them for supper. I don't have that much family left (that I talk to at least) so when I spend time with them I really do enjoy it. I also cleaned house today and rearranged my bedroom. If there was a word better then heaven kind it would describe the way my room looks! ;)