I like to be really simple and easy going. When I enter something though I like to know where it is going and if it is worth trying. This really pertains to my relationships. I have this new "friend". I really like this person because of the conversation and morals that he holds. When I meet someone new I really put a lot into the vibe that I get from them. I really don't like to rush things but like I said I like to have an idea on what direction it's going in and how involved I need to allow myself to be.
Sex...I love it however to me I like to attach sex to something like a relationship...maybe love...Just something that matters. Have I hooked up before? well of course I mean I am a 22 year old guy in DFW what do you expect...That's not what I want though. Ever since I can remember I have always wanted the soul mate or very serious relationship. There is something about having someone that can be your "person" someone that you can always talk to maybe the idea of growing old with someone. The idea is just enticing. Well the new "friend" and I have hung out a lot it has now been a little over a week - which I know isn't a lot but... We have been intimate and all of that but now I struggle with waiting and now allowing myself to get attached or let it go further until I know what the intentions are. Ugh!
Working in the cellphone/sales industry is a bitch. It really is cut throat. I work in an area that is mostly Spanish and it sucks a lot. I really feel that my boss does not like me. I have asked to be transferred numerous times and she refuses to let me...there are stores much closer to my home where it is less of a language barrier. Then recently she moved 2 of my other co workers that are bi lingual...I'm just like are you kidding me? Each month you have that fear of during one on one interviews that consist of 4 people (strange) if it will be your last. I am constantly looking for companies to send my resume to.
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