"Our Love Is Like Water"

I had one of the best times I have had in awhile with my partner in crime Reyna. We went to a gay bar...with the intention of just listening to some music and having a few drinks...Well the first place we went to was not poppin so we went to one downtown...hot mess! towards one o'clock it was packed. I ordered a vodka cranberry and the bartender refused to sale it to me...he said it was "boring" ha could have fooled me...whats the term "Got your girl feeling loose" anyway...So I see this hot guy at the bar later on...totally straight looking (which is what I'm into) anyway ... he finally comes to the bar where we are standing drinking everything...and he starts playing with my hair..oh ok...wth.. trust me though I didn't mind. hoe...anyway then he leaves and goes back to his group...at this point im hooked on him...I'm totally eye fucking him all night and he knows. We stare at each other non stop...well then he comes over and whispers in my ear asking me why I'm not on the dance floor with Reyna..Now keep in mind we are dancing and drinking (just at our spots) anyway I was like it's not like that with her...and he asks Reyna if she is gay or bi and then asks me and he introduces himself...This guy would have had to been retarded to not know that I was into him...anyway he ends of asking Reyna if she would let him kiss her wth? He then instantly made my douche list for the rest of the night...the nerve some people have. I do not regret anything an amazing night. And who knew they had a dance track to Justin Bieber haha.

I have a friend that I just refer to as "E"...
Well he made me think earlier after he came over..that some people just have a natural cool...
the way they walk, the way they talk, there interest. I wonder if I am one of those people...I know I'm a social person but natural cool...hum.

Week 2 of work starts tomorrow...
Nervous but oh well the show must go on. I'm sure with practice and time I will get better.

~KP~