Trusting Your Sig Other

Trust is something that I really struggle with. Especially when it comes to relationships. As I continue to get older there are certain aspects of a relationship
that I just crave. However, I am willing to let those aspects subside because of my trust issues...Sadly I am ok with that. I'm choosing to write about something that I really keep private. My love life...if you call it that. A lot of my friends make jokes about the guys that I date or hook up with. I myself have never really noticed it being an issue until now. I would honestly say that 95% of the guys that I date are married, in the process of a divorce - yet still married, or are in a "serious"-yet not so serious relationship. This happens unintentionally...I promise. It makes me think though...so many of these women believe that they are in great happy relationships when really...it is far from it. Tim - My latest has been the most interesting. I really do like him a lot...and it is mutual...however...I know he has cheated on her with me and even left her...should I then trust him for what we might have. Get what I'm saying? crazy.

I have now stayed in the new apartment for a full week - I think. I love it. I really will have to get used to the traffic...it is madness. Other then that
it is really low key and relaxing. The roommate (Ryan) is so laid back and into music and stuff so he seems pretty cool. Tonight we ventured to Arlington to "try" and move some of my remaining furniture. We had pizza and while there eating we saw a really pale older white man - well his ass literally ate his sweat shorts - of course with help from others I started laughing hysterically. Then shortly after we saw a "special" girl who appeared to have down syndrome run to the bathroom...then she sat right behind Ryan and sharted. He pretty much laughed so loud and later felt the need to vomit in the parking lot. I think the feeling was mutual between the three of us.

What an interesting day to say the least.