Oh Well

People...
It never fells to amaze me how lame some people are. Not all people I did say some. People are so not honest. I wish some people would just be up front from the start. Save yourself the time and bullshit. There is a kid at work..I thought he was cute...So I was going to hit him up. I was slick on break I left my card on his desk and told him to call me. Since he is newer then me at the job he wasn't sure who I was or anything. We started texting and he never calls. Randomly he tells me that he doesn't date people in the work place to avoid conflict but he wants to be friends. Now..when I tell you this kid text a lot ... It's a lot. He tells me he is single and all this stuff...then I randomly call him tonight and some Mexican guy answers and is all ghetto-fied and is like someone from this number called my boyfriend. I was like Um well I think not and hung up. When just an hour ago this kid asked me If I would go to the movies with him on Saturday. Random I tell you. Now I can't wait to be mean to this kid and make him feel like he doesn't exist in my world.

Work is going good. I think I'm slowly but surely getting better. It's not a job I think I want to stick with .... I mean I suck at math and even  the title "Financial Agent" makes me feel a little sick. I will keep it in the mean time but explore my options. I know it sounds really gay but I think I really want to go to hair school. Tony and Guy is opening a new academy right by my house. Women tend to love me and I love to style and gossip so I think I'm going to seek information and do it. I don't think I will ever be satisfied with a job unless I'm happy - or big banking at least.

For the past four night one of my friends Reyna and I have been working out. We do some crazy hills and we jog a bit. It isn't much but I tell you...When you do nothing normally except walk in the mall...this little routine seems and feels like madness. I have so much energy afterwords and I feel great... I just wish it wasn't so freaking hot outside.

It's Time I Passed It On

I've had an interesting week...to say the least...I'm excited a new week is peaking around the corner...I freaken
pray that its better then this last one. So it pretty much starts out at work. We have been going through this intense training process. When you think of what we get paid hourly you think no wonder why...look at all this shit we have to know and learn. I have this book on my desk that I refer to as "My Bible" it's a mess it talks about everything from working the systems to how to send out a repossession team to pick up one of our vehicles etc. etc. this book is huge. Now I'm the first one to admit that it's great having a desk reference to assist you. Keep in mind that it is not great to have a book that is so big and filled with so much information you cannot find anything. We have this system called the dialer - it calls accounts that are delinquent and that have not had contact. So we have a policy that when you have a client on the phone you have to raise your hand to be assisted just to make sure you can close the deal and don't mess up. So I raised my hand and this guy (who I thought was cute) is just listening to this call staring at me..I'm like obviously my call is more important since I have a direct question...well anyway he finally comes over to me and I ask my question well he will not help me...I'm like that's great cant you decide to be a dick when Im not on the phone with a customer that is work. It's funny how someone can be on my hes cute list to making my douche list in just a matter of seconds.

Tim - We have a strange relationship. Friday  night we almost acted like lesbians. We have never really had a real fight yet. Till then...that is. He said somethings that really had me put up some walls. Were ok now...he is kind of funny because he is sentimental...he gave me a four leaf clover that his grandfather had given to him when he was little ( this clover is real ) and he took it to 3 tours to Iraq and to all these different countries and stuff..to Sheriff school and he still has it ... that amazes me... anyway he gave it to me because he believes it brings good luck and I def could use it :) lol

Cowboys start tonight... off to Fox and Hound

I Fooled Myself

So have you ever felt semi comfortable in your skin? like not dressed up but you just feel good
and you look halfway decent....Your getting your drink on a little and your having a good time with friends...then...As it always happens...someone rolls out a camera and start capturing those moments...then the
next day you look back and your like...what the hell? I cant believe I was out like that? Am I really that fat? lol and you think damn you mind for tricking me last night.

Ps: I don't look like this...im working on a law suit with Sony now...I'll own that company by the end of this!
How dare you try to make me take a bad picture.
However, I did meet a new girl that is amazing and I had a good time. So I guess that does matter also.

PS: If you are wondering why I look so white and pasty its because half of the malls in Ft Worth don't carry MAC products so there ya go.